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forget me,its that simple, [13 Nov 2004|11:25pm]

[ mood | unsure.and unaware. ]

becuase i only knew so much to say.and because i can never really be perfect.and becuase its funny how sometimes i hate myself so much.and dispise myslef down to the very utter of ym core.i have a plea inside of me to get over this.and there are days hwen i am just so incredbly happy nad fine.right now is one of them.only becuase miss lisa's wedding was today.the other day in 6th period,he insutled my intellgence and hurt me becuase it was abotu pre-algerbra.it upsets me becuase last year my grades slipped os bad becuase i got really sad.and i ended up having to take pre alregerbra in this stupid summer school thing i guess at times im still so sad.i dont know is this normal?espically if it stared form a guy?

can you hear me screaming?

[13 Nov 2004|08:50pm]

hey girlies..join the community _silent_echo_

i made a new one because this one is all screwed up.

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short, sweet, unfinished. [16 Aug 2004|09:32pm]

[ mood | crappy ]

No one would ever guess i was lost like this, when all they see is my blonde hair and stupid glossy lips The jealousy and envy that bores inside of me is killing me like a bad cavity something like that you can only try and coverup yet the pain seems like it can never get enough silence is the key smiliing will please all of those who dont know the real me. like i said, its not finished. still a baby poem lol. ill finish later maybe if i can find the words to how i feel. -chrissy ♥

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[16 Aug 2004|09:06pm]

DAMN people need to join this...its so boring right now..
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[07 Jun 2004|04:48pm]

hey im new here but not new to yall :)
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[01 May 2004|11:10am]

[ mood | crappy ]

well, been a while...its raining today...im glad. I feel like shit and i like rain.

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yuor my hero, [16 Apr 2004|08:31pm]

[ mood | confused ]

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then, I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything....

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as i pour my pour heart out!!! [12 Apr 2004|09:14pm]

[ mood | crazy ]

me and erin our a commnuity!!!tehe *bluhses* i love you erin!!!!!!!!!!wee can rule the world thourgh this comunity mwahhhhh!!!

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be gentle boy you show a lack of character [12 Apr 2004|04:59pm]

[ mood | hyper ]

wow HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE lol alittle late i know but oh well easter was nice i went to chruch and i talekd to lexie the whole time and mrs.null she was talking about colin lol shes so cute there cute togther!she was saying how she lvoes his hair long but nobody else does lol i no how that felt cause like when i went out with joseph and he had long hair and everybody told me to tell him to cut it but i was like noooo its adorable lol now im like cracknig up thinknig of that???i dotn no why it was annoying at the time but its really funny to me now?haha ok anyways then after chruch it was so pretty there i got that really happy vibe lots of easter lillys ya lol we went to dennys it was dreary and rainy eysterday lol but i made the best of it!we ate at dennys yummy yummy then i came home and ran straigth to the comp to allison haha i told you i cant be away from her for more tah na second she wants to go to chruch again i want her to come to my chuch haha that would be fun!ok anyways so all day alley beg her mom to let her come over lol then i had to go eat dinner and my mom invited the niegbhoors miss jill and her kids it was fun dinner was so yummy ham scaloped potatoes macorrroni and veggies lol yum yum!we talekd about school?lol then alley came over lol and we were so hyper i think the coke got to me wow i flet like my sanity came back to me drinknig that oOH YES GOO ME!!!40 DAYS WITHOUT CAFINATED SODA AND I DID IT YEAH BABY!!!!!!!haha yea ok well we were sooo hyper like our old selfs in summer!lol yea we were so crazy we were cracknig up the whole nigth i dont think there was a mimnet we were sad or where i didtn enjoy her wonderful company!haha we really really talked it felt wonderful we havent talekd like that since....well satuerday lol but its a nice treat any time of day she was being so cute telling me all tese cute things lol that made me feel like i was flying lol cause i love my best friend i was really remined that i want to stick to her like glue forever lol we talked about summer and i put in "our cd"our burned one from summer dude i love that cd!im listing to it now lol yeah then we talked abotu how all our bands are getting to popular and we want bands that our just ours like dashboard was "our favoitre"band and nobody new it really and now everybody does and they parade around liasting to it and its mostly the new stuff but the old stuff better nad it bothers us cause i want to scream thats mine and alleys band!ugh it annoys us alley tols me theere doing it to greenday and it was pissing matt off lol i guess i understand that anyways all the new stuff on the radio is starting to bother the hell otu of me the old stuff they played was way better ugh but now they play gay stuff haha anyways that was one of the things we talekd about and so i told her that this summer we were gunna find a bounch more bands that no ones knows abotu to be our bands?lol so yeah we also found our hats the ones were getting there plane so we can fix them up and make them sooo very sexy!lol and will were em with the tube tops we want lol i wanted to go to the mall today botu ohwell maybe sometime this week haha anyways at about 11 we wacthed cruel intetions lol I AM SO VERY PROUD OF US I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED!!!!!WE FINALLY WACTHED ITok we always say will wacth it and we never do but ladst nite we did and oh boy it is soooo awsome i remeber why i love it ofcourse we no the words to the movie and the songs we wachthed like all the speical feauters the movie kicks asss "SEX DRUGS LOVE DECIOPNION AND 90'S ROCK ALL YOU NEED IN LIFE"lol yes i lvoe that movie ok it rmeinded us that we were obsesd with liek 50 songs form the being of the year and summer and every movie we wacthed over summer which is like 30 movies yes were insane lol then we finally fell alseep at like 3 i think then i woke uop at exactly 1:02 im so pruod we actually stayed up late we never do anymore guess somers coming lol but we gotta wake up a bit earleir than 1 lol more liek 10 then i shower at lunch dried my hair and we talked somemore then alley left at 3 to go eat with her family at RJ's (she hates that place)lol my digtals camrean is dead =(lol im paitney here wating for alleys return lol anwyas we are despratly waiting for summers retun 44 days yes 44 34 til confermation haha!im on the edge of my seat wAting for it to come again te he*hi oreder erins bday presnt today her bday party is the same day as danis *ahhhhhhhhhh*i have to chose thats soooo hard cause you know i lvoe them both so i dotn no what to do abotu that or what to get dani i want them both to be happy cause i am happy?lol did that make sense lol i dont no?ok well thats all i have to say so cherro!

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[12 Apr 2004|03:12pm]

[ mood | depressed ]

lie to me

convince me that i've been sick forever,

and all of this will make sense when i get better,

but i know the difference between myself and my reflection...

i bleed, and i bleed

and i breathe

no more...


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[06 Apr 2004|08:18pm]

[ mood | cold ]

i am december.
so beautiful,
so graceful,
i dance through the snow.
yet i am
so cold
and so lonely.
I sing my sorrow
in the cold,
december breeze.
i am unique,
so cunning,
so painful.
I am quiet,
yet bold,
and oh, so opinionated.
I am depressing,
and my tears are the icy,
december sleet.
I am december,
i am me.

can you hear me screaming?

[03 Apr 2004|09:59pm]

[ mood | artistic ]

i made this community in trying to find some sort of refuge or something. Maybe some people will actually join....?

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